I believe, that sometimes we have to fall, to see our world from the ground. To see how big and beautiful it is, what we've reached. To see which people kneel down to us to help us up again. To feel satisfied again, with what we have. Because in our world, it's always "faster, stronger, more". But to be honest, that's not the purpose of our existence.
It's living each day as if it is the first - or the last. To appreciate all the lucky little things surounding us. By getting up, appreciate the sun for getting up like you did. By looking into the mirror - be proud of that being you see, make yourself a compliment, oh dear you got beautiful eyes! By driving to work, freak out because they're playing one of your favourite songs in the radio. At work/school, be happy to see all your friends again - death can be quick, so be thankfull to see them all healthy again. Just a few examples. Even negative things can change into positve things. Your lunch wandered out of it's tupperware and isn't eatable anymore? Throw it away and treat yourself with something delicious from the bakery! Your ballpoint pen dotted your clothes? Time for some shopping!
Point of view - that's it! Don't let anybody darken your day! And with that, some pics of my "a bit darker" last half year (ATTENTION: FOTO-SPAM!):
|wonderful Dublin vacation|
|finally satisfied with my style|
|trip to "Walhalla" in Regensburg...|
|...and getting to know some wonderful new people|
|partying in the netherlands...|
|...shot the best selfie ever...|
|...they didn't know how to mix a "Weinschorle" (whitewine with sparkling water)|
|often wen to eat Sushi and drink Bubbletea with my Bae|
|3d relation-ship-anniversary with my waifu...|
|...at the danube...|
|...in front of Regensburg's mediaval town-hall|
|Tora (my car) being absolutely well-behaved, reliable and good-looking this year - thank you Baby ♥|
|to be or not to be|
|working hard for the magazine GAL-VIP|
|collecting some more lenses|
|having a super-good Halloween|
My plan for the future is:
๑ reduce work-time (from 38,5 hours per week to maybe 30)
๑ teach my waifu properly how to do the household
๑ pay more attention on my needs (time for myself, min. 7 hours sleep per day) and demand them
๑ do the things I really want, not the things people expect me to do, listen to me or close friends/family instead of giving one single shit on society - it's my life, it's my luck!
If everything works the way it's supposed to, I should've more time to:
๑ concentrate more on my actual strength's, on the things I really like (writing, photography/drawing/being creative)
๑ live the life, a young person at my age should actually have, by meeting friends, partying, just have fun being alive
๑ spend time with my family
So you see: don't give up, with a little time you always find solutions for your problems!
Have a happy life!